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Nov. 2nd, 2006 @ 01:33 am wowsers

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HowManyOfMe.com

There are:
252
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

I haven't been on here in forever... going to start being on it more often though..

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Apr. 6th, 2006 @ 05:47 pm (no subject)

Current Mood: odd

I just realized how often I do not get on here. and how badly I needed to update my information. friends. journal. hell. everything.
wow.
is anyone on this thing anymore?
because if no one is on it anymore, then i am not going to get on it.
even when i have the chance.

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Apr. 6th, 2006 @ 05:35 pm (no subject)

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Mar. 14th, 2006 @ 12:45 pm My myspace.. if you want it.

Current Mood:

happy

http://www.myspace.com/yadotubyadon

what's up everyone.
hope all are good.
i'm doing great.
i'm lovin' it right now.
hope everyone is as happy as me.

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Nov. 30th, 2005 @ 04:23 pm omg

Current Mood:

double happy
Current Music: haha. N'SYNC. damnit missy.

wow. i miss everyone on here. even the people who i don't talk to or who refuse to talk to me. i need missy's livejournal name. to add her.
when i say i miss you. i mean it.
so. i been good. given up guys. (and not for girls.) i just don't really want any right now. bc all my friends are mostly guys and bad things happen when you like one and another likes you. hah. funny stuff. i work too much. i'm about to quit school. it's driving me nuts. and we have a horrible physics teacher.
livejournal, tell jane i say hello. and i wish she would call me back so i can talk to her.
so dudes. shout out to you all. leave me some lovin...and maybe a phone number (bc i'm not online much) so i can talk to you.

Love, Me.

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Sep. 29th, 2005 @ 04:52 pm Amazing

Current Mood:

content
Current Music: Wind Beneath My Wings

I can't believe I am actually typing in this thing. I was going to leave it for dead but I decided not to. Life's been okay. I'm still in Indy. I just broke up with my boyfriend even though I am staying here. I don't really hang out with anyone. Not alot of people like me anymore. It might also be because I don't like them too much anymore. I need to get Taylor back her stuff that I have had sitting in a pile in my room back to her. I want my shoes and clothes and belt back from Jane. However, she is never home or her phone ringer doesn't work.
I love Missy and Heidi and Adam and Miranda and Veronica and Other people that aren't on my mind.
Leave a message if I haven't talked to you in forever. Maybe I will read it some day. Soon that is.
Leave me love if it's real. I don't want fake shit.
I don't have to try to prove myself to anyone or try to outdo them.

Love, Me.

I miss you, Rose.

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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 03:12 am (no subject)

Current Mood:

mellow
Current Music: talking on a phone

yo. chillin like a villian with ma peeps. I LOVE ABBY VYTLACIL! heheheh. i am having fun with jnp. i have so much in my head right now that i don't think i could really express anything. so much has happened and i have yet to talk to anyone whom i would consider my friends since school has let out.. but that's okay. i don't care anymore. i have let go of so many things and gotten over so many people.

HOLY SHIT. A THONG EATING CHAHUAHUA!!!

man. i love supergirl. she's awesome. and we have fun together.

"SMOKING THE GREEEN NEVER GOT BETTER THAN THIS."

LOVE YOU BITCHES. CALL ME IF YOU WANT TO TALK.

i love christie.
my husband.
my father.
my friend.
my sister.
wow.

Love, Me.

i have the mellow. you have the mellow. we all have the mellow. hell yeah.

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May. 29th, 2005 @ 08:53 pm doooobee-dooobee-doo

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crazy

sup people. i'm chillin like a villian at tay's and jojo's. this weekend got better starting with saturday afternoon. casey made that day wonderful. and it finished wonderful. as of friday at like 6:00 kay and i are not together anymore. yippee. i'm a free woman. i guess. i was upset at first. but after getting messed up time after time on saturday. i feel better. and because kay is leaving for germany in a couple weeks...i guess it is for the better. but i definitely still want to talk to him. when he goes back to germany. because he is awesome even though so many people dislike him. i love kay. no, not like that guys. :) so i believe in being single forever. i don't like getting hurt. getting hurt isn't fun. but one night stands might be. heh heh. so. my reign as a single chick in indy will last until i move to michigan...then i will be the single chick in grand rapids. even though i would rather not be. i loved being single before i went with kay. and now that i am used to having a boyfriend, i don't like being single. why? because i don't like being alone. it's not that i was attached to him. because i wasn't. it was just nice to have someone who would always be there and you knew it. i guess it is back to getting fucked up every weekend again for awhile. i don't have adam/the eastside boys, korey, the browns, or kay, so what better could there be to do except drink away my sorrow. hey. it works most of the time. i'd rather be passed out drunk than wallowing in bed over my lost friends and my gay ass love life that doesn't exist because i hate love. i never want to be in love. i hope i never fall in love again. frickin' l-word.

love you guys.

Love, Me.

pssst: i am so over my past worries. goddamn. life's a roller coaster. get on and forget about it.

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Apr. 17th, 2005 @ 03:40 am (no subject)

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relieved

did something i should have done awhile ago.
HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS. (SOME OF THEM)
love you guys.
Frightening should have won!
fuckin sharbor bop.rawr.

Love, Me.

i fucking love you too evan.

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Mar. 16th, 2005 @ 06:01 pm (no subject)

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giggly

hmmm. i had fun last nite. eh, jane? lol. hmmm. i'm just bored and wants to say that i love you guys.

peace.

Love, Me.

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Mar. 14th, 2005 @ 03:25 pm (no subject)

Dance the night away by karchan85
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Mar. 14th, 2005 @ 01:15 pm haha

Current Mood:

bouncy

don't do drugs.
drugs are bad.

someone's a bitch.

i hate being sick

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Mar. 13th, 2005 @ 09:48 pm (no subject)

you know. i was happy for a second there.
where am i now?
on the other side of the fucking llama or just really far away from it now. (that is really sad)

i wish you'd die.
all of you.
every inch of you.
every ounce of you.
why can't it be?
afraid?

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Mar. 10th, 2005 @ 09:44 pm hmm.

Current Mood:

peaceful
Current Music: green day. basket case.

today started shitty. why? because i felt like total crap. with the end of the school day and more exciting things. my day got better. i am actually happy right now. shop was pissing me off a bit because there was nothing for me to do. but then it got better. i finished my hours. hung out with mj and rose. (you guys made my day bright. I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH. you will never know how much because there isn't enough to explain. you two are my soul in life. the bestest friends a girl could have. you make me feel better about being unperfect. because then i know i am not the only screw up. who happens to almost be bipolar. prolly am. nayways. i love you guys.) then i had the banquet thingy. that was fun. but i got kind of upset with mrs. f. why? because i worked my ass off in diving this year. and what did i get? nothing. but a goddamned certificate. just like last year. o wells. and i gave someone my number. we should be getting together tomorrow. :) and i saw jordan! YAY. that was awesome. i miss her sooo much. that's my sister right there. and she can always make me smile. why am i so confident about her? because we have done just about everything together and had everything (fights, good times, high times, etc.) together. therefore we can always be there for one another. even if we haven't seen each other in awhile. :)
for once in awhile i leave you all in good spirits.

love you guys!

Love, Me.

I HOPE TAY AND JOJO HAVE A SAFE, FUN, AND WONDERFUL TRIP, PS. I LOVE YOU GUYS<3

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Mar. 9th, 2005 @ 03:50 pm (no subject)

You are Punk!

You have an opinion and nobody can change that.
You don't really care what other people think
of you, you know what is important and
everything else can go screw themselves. You
are determined and focused, and people admire
you for that. Just be careful of becoming
hypocritical, keep your head on your shoulders
and keep trying to make a difference.

What Kind of Music are You?
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.wasn't expecting that.

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Mar. 8th, 2005 @ 09:10 pm (no subject)

Current Mood:

cold
Current Music: things i'll never say. lavigne

so.
today was fun.
maybe.
not sure.
i felt fine most of the day.
and i was content.
but somehow i am always lost in the neg.
so. at the booster club meeting i was thinking.
and i may claim to hate theatre passionately.
but those people are the ones who make me feel like i belong.
why?
because everyone loves you and is there for you.
they don't hate 24/7. except for some exceptional people in our class.
but overall.
the theatre family makes me feel good.
hell great.
and i regret to say that i am going to lose that family.
damnit.
i guess i just really don't have anywhere to belong.
and i think that the things i love the most.
they are what i am pushing away.
every since i found out i was moving.
and i have started to form this hate for the things that i know will make me cry.
i'm just so fucking incomplete.
and now my parents are making me even more incomplete.
thank you bastards.

love gone astray
lost in the moment
here i lay
the time spent
hate fills in
replacing bliss
like i am some sort of sin
that was bound to miss

ckfu

Love, Me?

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Feb. 27th, 2005 @ 03:41 pm (no subject)

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Feb. 26th, 2005 @ 05:50 pm (no subject)

Current Mood:

frustrated
Current Music: You'll Find Out...Oleander

my day ended up not being so bad.
love evan and christie and dani.
working for the marathon wasn't so bad.
and hey i saw rosie and shane!
and i am going to have a relaxing evening.
and i saw tyler *heart skips a beat*.
but somehow i just always end up feeling this way.
why am i depressed?
what the fucking hell is so fucking wrong with me?!
goddamnit. i don't to do it again. i try not to. but i just can't not do it.
and...
i'm helpless. right now i am at an edge where no one can stop me or save me.
because no one really knows.
i wish i had that security and happiness that i yearn for.
i wish i knew myself more than i know others.
but i'm just in the middle of no where.
and the sun is setting it's light away from me.
fuck.

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Feb. 24th, 2005 @ 10:23 pm (no subject)

Current Mood:

blah

today i felt what i thought
and then thought of what i felt
then i turned over backwards and let myself fly
high into the auditorium ceilings where they will stay and keep me free
it's okay to think the glass if half full sometimes...you just have to will yourself to do it.

i suck.

Love, Me.

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Feb. 23rd, 2005 @ 04:29 pm dooodoodoo-duuum...mm-mm, dum-dums!

so to hell i go with jojo!

damnit.

i was trying not to...but i just can't part with that wonderful "sister" of mine.

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